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    With less then a year left tell I'm officially no longer a High School student I've had way to much time to think and not nearly enough answers to fill the void time to think has created in my mind. I mean it's not that the questions are just popping into my head, or even fairly recent. Their the same questions that plagued my 8 year old mind roughly a decade ago. But things change and what adults said then was that those decisions were an eternity away and then need not to be things that I fretted over and now here I sit nearly a decade later dealing with them still with no better grasp on the looming reality that waits.     We reach Hi

"My good opinion once lost is lost forever" Mr.Darcy, Pride and Prejudice. Maybe after everything that's happened since the start of this new year is to cause for the fact this quote has been on my mind so much as of late. Maybe it goes further back to October and September or maybe to last summer... I don't know... But especially lately Mr.Darcy's words have haunted me. I don't have an exact reasoning why this quote came to mind so abruptly, I haven't picked up Pride and Prejudice in many years, but still it came to mind so clearly. Maybe it's from the fear that after everything, My Beloved, still belives those words, those wicked lies of

Some days I feel like Muses only strike at the worst possible time. "You're tired?" So what you should be writing. "School?" Psh, it can wait you need to spend the next hour doodling. "Oh it's 2 am?" Who cares you can sleep when your dead. Some days I wonder if they enjoy doing this. The only time I get struck with Muse is when I can't/shouldn't be writing or drawing, like Algebra II. That is not the place to be writing, ANYTHING besides notes over that section. But yet I find myself being 3 feet deep in Muse Juices. Then their are nights like tonight, where I'm exhausted and have to get up and go to school morrow morning. But as soon as I